Wow, felt so stress since last week! Last week was having 2 presentations. English and IOM, finally finished both of them. And today we’re having test for Macroeconomics. Thought after this could relax. But, there’re still assignment and quiz that not yet done! Felt shock today after heard IOM tutor said there’ll be a quiz next week. I really totally forget! Today Macroeconomics test, I was really angry myself that I’ve forgotten the PI formula. 5 marks gone! Well, better luck next time! There’re still assignments have yet to be done. The IOM quiz next week really shocked me. Have to study and memorize again! As I mentioned last post, I was planned to watch The Time Traveler’s Wife. And I’ll be watching this Friday. Hope it’ll be nice and sweet. As I know it should be romantic. =) Time passes so fast that 2009 is going to end. Now is already November. Year end always has a lot of activities. There’re event going on. And most exciting is that next month Christmas! Felt sad that I no longer a secondary student and having 2 months school holiday. Many events that held on weekends I could not attend. T.T Almost forget that my dad’s birthday this Friday. It is scary, many things to be done but the time just can’t wait for us. I’m afraid…
Everyone knows today is the released date of Michael Jackson This Is It. Actually I do not planned to watch this movie. May be The Time Traveler’s Wife will be better? But because it is only released for 2 weeks, so I decided to watch this first. Well, I did not aspect any great movie actually. Because I don’t really know him, of course I’m not his fan either. The whole movie talked about Michael Jackson. And when the movie started, that was all singing and dancing. He was practicing for his concert. May be some may felt that RM 12 is not worth to watch because actually it is not a movie, is just about him. The movie begin, I felt that he is so great! Dancing while singing many people know how to do. But other than just dancing and singing, he could write his own song and know the tempo perfectly and the keys for those musical instruments too. He is very good to all his helpers, musicians, vocalists, and dancers too. Michael Jackson is really talented. All the dancers, their movement and every step were so synchronized, perfect! Every time he mentioned the word, I love you and God bless you to them. Indeed, he is famous but humble. He concerned about the Earth, when I heard the Earth Song he sang. Of course, all of us have to save the world before it’s too late. He sang many songs such as Thriller, Beat It, This Is It, Man in the Mirror and… The movie was worth to watch for me. May be it is too late for me to know that he is such talented. Go and watch the movie then you will know that how he has the feel towards music. He could dance very well following the rhythm. When he is there was really perfect, everyone could feel like dancing too. His moonwalk was great! Also, every time he finished a song, I felt like clapping. But when I saw none clapping, I remind myself that, I’m in a cinema but not in a concert. LOL =) So, RIP King of Pop
First semester final examination result finally released on the 21 October. Before that day, actually I did not felt anything, just normal. But somehow on that day, I started to be nervous. 21 October morning at 7.30am I online check, the result was not yet release. Then during the accounting lecture, people started to check their result. I saw their facial expression, I became more nervous. I did not have the mood to take my lunch, I decided to go to the CIT centre to check my result first. And wow! Really thank God that all my subject pass. And the happiest is that I get B for my accounting! ^^ After that I took my lunch. When I came home I told my mum about my result. My mum was surprised and she felt happy too. She told me she did not expect very much from me because she knew that I did not have accounting basic. That was great! For me I do not know why, I always set my goal very low, so that if I could achieve more than I target I will be happy, and because I’m afraid that if I can’t achieve my goal I’ll be sad, so I always set my target low. I know this kind of thinking does not make sense or sounds not effective to some people. But as long as I felt that this could make me happy and make my life simple then it is good. =) Well, actually I aimed for 2.8 only, I know it is low. But I get more than that, I get 3.2678. I know getting a good result, everyone will be happy and of course including me. Now 2nd semester is quite hard, have to try my best to maintain my result and make everyone happy. And also, starting to be stressed! Next week have 2 presentations. Tuesday will be English and Wednesday will be IOM. Oh~~nervous and stress… ~.~ all the best ya~~~~
Today after FOA then we go for ITS lecture. When we reach there, was a bit late. We sat at the place where on top of the table have some papers on it. After a few minute the lecture started, she continues the chapter 1 lecture which stopped last week. I look at my watch, after 10minutes she still stuck at the first slide. That was really terrible, horrible, boring moment… ! Then I started to take some of the paper to play. I make an airplane. Then my 2 friends beside me also follow. We made many things. I’m the most boring even took some of the pictures.
swan~~~ haha
things we made~~
some r even sleeping during lecture.. ><
nice leh... hehe
wow... drawing... not bad not bad haha! don't know who drew it (it's on the table)
tidy up table >.<
After the lecture, we went home straight and left all the things on the table. LOL Well, felt a bit nervous actually because first semester examination’s result is going to release tomorrow!
I was started my second semester for 1 week. The timetable was not bad though, I like Monday no class, of course everyone like to have a rest day. I don’t like Wednesday and Thursday because class starts at early 8am and 8.30am. Wake up early in the morning is good I know but as for me I found it hard to wake up in the morning especially if it is raining. Wow so cold and comfortable to hide inside your blanket. =) So come back to my college. One day the CIT was full, so I went to library to online. That was my first time using computer in the library. The computer there was even worst compare to CIT. Usually online I will play my Facebook applications. Felt so angry that not only it load so slow, but those computer there don’t have flash player! I told myself I won’t go to library to online again. First week we only have lecture and English class. Well first week, all talk about buying books, indirectly will refer to money $$$. Second semester fees have to pay also. So I paid my fees. Don’t know why this semester I don’t feel like want to buy books. Those books are really expensive, 1 subject more than RM100 just for books. We have 5 subjects, can’t imagine. If really want to buy book, 1 month salary also cannot afford to pay! As for English, well I just bought English, it cost less than RM30. As for other books, see any seniors want to sell their books, and I just buy those secondhand books. Well all the lecturers are not bad. But for ME and FOA, we will be going to have a tough time. Both lecturers are ‘fierce’. For ME lecture, really have to be punctual, she is going to lock the door after 10minutes! And worst still, the FOA lecturer is my tutor too! So have to be good girl, have to do all the homework, that was really… terrible horrible tough time, wonder if really did not complete her work, may be will being ‘kill’ by her. Well, I’m going to start those homework soon~~~
Have you ever being alone? Be alone when you are eating, doing homework, study, waiting bus or LRT, walking on the street alone, even the bird on the sky are flying together with their friends. Why I put this title as mood? I have no idea. Most of us are afraid to be alone. For me, I will feel scare if I have no friends. Did anyone cry for a friend before? Yes, I did. Tomorrow will have to start a new semester again. I am afraid of facing new challenges like new syllabus, new lecturer and tutor. Holiday is always very fast over. New semester begin, I don’t feel like it, but I have no choice. The most terrible and horrible thing is that, my tutor and lecturer is the same person, among so many lecturers and tutors, the one I most dislike, don’t know why continue following us to the next semester. Yes for sure, I will try to accept this truth, and accept her~~ What did I do for this 3 weeks holiday? For sure, 80% of my time spent on online, Facebook and MSN. Yes, is a waste of time, but I feel like it and felt happy and relaxing. Nothing special within these 3 weeks, luckily my mum did not force me to learn driving. Driving is kind of scaring me, I have a very bad experience half year ago. The ‘botak’ JPJ was sitting beside me and he was frightening, my hand and my leg were shivering, at the end… I guess you all should know the result. Do you know what I told my mum? I told her driving test is harder than school exams. I don’t know why, I just felt this kind of, so call practical, very hard. Well, I don’t know when my mum is going to force me to learn driving again. T.T Few days ago, one thing suddenly appeared in my mind. When should I go back to my secondary school to collect my SPM real certificate? For those candidates who sat for their SPM last year, 2008. Well, I don’t want to be the last to know. Why did I say this? Last month was my primary school gathering, one day before that event, my friend sms me she asked, are you going for the gathering tomorrow? I replied, what? Gathering? I don’t know about that! I did not go for that gathering. So call friend, well never mind is ok. So I hope that this time I will not be the last to know. If anyone know when we can collect our certificate do inform me ya. Thanks.
Finally exam is over, wow great! Felt so happy, my holiday started! So fast first semester over, second semester is coming soon. My holiday will be started on the 15 September until 4 October. Well on the first day of my holiday, 15 September, I went to Genting Highland. Well, Genting had an offer package for daily basis is only RM35 include return and go genting bus, return and go skyway and either outdoor theme park or buffet lunch. And of course, I’ll choose outdoor theme park. That was a great deal package. While for national public holidays it’ll be cost RM39. So you guys out there who are planning to go to Genting Highland, do go on weekdays and not holiday, this package offer until 31 December 2009 only =) I choose the morning 8 bus and 7.30pm return. So, is not a public holidays and not weekends, wow outdoor theme park was so quiet… almost all the rides was empty, was so great! Don’t need to line up! All the rides could play for many rounds as u like because there aren’t people lining up though. First time in my life I could saw Genting in a normal, non peak situation, I do felt a bit boring because usually there are many people lining up for each rides and there are very noisy, but now was so quiet. Later on, because all the outdoor theme park rides was almost finish played, and some of the rides played for many rounds, felt boring too. Suddenly in my mind, I had an idea to go into the casino. Because I didn’t went into the casino before. So after left theme park, pass by monte carlo of course I know that is a casino. I saw the signboard monte carlo and casino de genting, but monte carlo was nearer. I was afraid we have to show our identity card to the security guard, but I observed there, I saw no one showing their identity card. Then suddenly I saw a group of senior citizen went in. I quickly followed behind them with a calm and normal expression. Wow great success! I thought I success went into the casino, but another police man standing inside there. Oh! I don’t dare to look at him, I quickly look at the aquarium and pretend walked towards the cashier. Phew! Then I just walked around the casino, I saw an old woman playing those machine, wow don’t ever look down on senior citizen, they know how to play! They know how to use modern technology! Felt ashamed on me that I don’t even know how to play. I went inside saw all the table, of course I don’t know what game they’re playing. Great! I saw free drinks there, had 2 cups of orange juice then I continue to walk around, there’re many ATM machines too. By the way, the environment inside was not cool at all, people are smoking around. And one more thing, the casino is even crowded than the outdoor theme park! So after 15 minutes enough for me, I was like an alien inside, I don’t know how to play all those things, in another word is that I don’t know how to gamble >< I went out. When I came back, I told my mum that I enter monte carlo, surprisingly my mum taught me all the methods, wow! She said actually inside got a passage can pass through casino de genting, and the food inside there was cheap. Moreover, my dad said, next time go into casino to have your lunch will be the cheapest in Genting. Sadly that time I went into casino was already 5pm. First time in my life enter to the casino~~ So the trip was great, having fun, excited trip! I was really enjoy myself =)
So below are my pictures took in the chocolate wonderland located inside outdoor theme park
After enter college and study for 14 weeks finally exam started. This is my first semester and my first year in college. I've done my 4 papers and left the last paper now, Accounting. This will be my first Accounting test for my life. Many people asked why did I choose to enter accounting field? Want to know my answer? The answer is because I have no other choice. Many people said that Accounting is hard, I know it is. But how? All other courses have their own difficult part, I think the most important thing is yourself. If I don't want to choose Accounting, I choose other courses will be same as well, I don't have the basic too, I still need to learn from the basic. Learning the basic is the hardest part, but once your basic is firm it'll b easy for you. I don't have accounting basic, but I don't want to fail my Accounting test. I've been trying so hard, doing exercises, asking friends and my seniors. And I did cry before, struggle, frustration, facing all kind of pain, think of giving up. It was hard, indeed. For those who have basic, they won't know Accounting is so hard for us to have a firm basic in just 3 months lesson. Because they learn Accounting for 2 years. And sometimes I do felt embarrassed, I'm major in Accounting and yet my coursework marks for Accounting is the lowest compare to my other subjects. Thanks to those who gave me advice and comforted me, I'm greatly appreciate it, that I may stand up and continue this long journey. (Still have 2 more years to go) Well, I won't forget my seniors who patiently teach me although I keep on asking nonsense xD So well, my paper is on this coming Monday, after that will be my holiday... GREAT~~~~ =) All the best to everyone out there who are having exams ^^
below is our picture (DAC 29) with our Accounting tutor~~~
On Saturday I wanted to book a ticket for yesterday, but District 9 was fully booked so I booked Aliens in the Attic. I wanted to watch District 9 actually. Yesterday my friend and I went early to Times Square, felt happy that ticket for District 9 was still available. So we decided to watch District 9, not Aliens in the Attic. The starting for District 9 was quite boring but as you watch, it became more and more scary. District 9 was a place located at Nigeria where all the aliens live there. I felt so surprised that in this movie the human could chat with those aliens, that was great! They could sell cat food to them too. A guy named Wikus from MNU ( Multi-National United's satellite ). He was an agent from MNU. His job is to get those aliens to sign their names and search whether their houses keep any weapons. Wikus came to this house which full of new technology. I felt so surprised that those aliens could make such a new technology. But they need a long time to be done. The house owner, Christopher an alien. He used 20 years to make a fuel which could make it so call, his spaceship to move. But Wikus went in and confiscated it. But before he did this. Some of those liquid was went into his eyes. He started to vomit. Slowly, Wikus became more and more serious. He admited into hospital and found out that his hand became an alien's hand! Those agents from MNU used his great powerful hand to use as a weapon to kill those aliens. And Wikus could sell in a very high value, all over the place is searching him because of him great power. Wikus ran from those MNU agent and hide at Christopher's house. He beg him to help him to become a human hand again. They went into the MNU to get back the fuel which he confiscated. When they are about to drive off the spaceship those MNU shoot down their spaceship and caught them. Christopher wanted to save his own people, he drove off his spaceship and gone. In the end Wikus became totally an alien. He does not dare to find his wife (Tania) anymore and hide himself at District 9. I felt pity towards Wikus. He does not deserve to end his life like this.
We are living in a world that we have to make decisions everyday and we cannot deny that there temptations we are facing everyday too. What are we going to do when we face with temptations? How to make a right choice? This is what influence conference is all about, we as Christ ambassadors have to influence the world. At first when I heard about this conference when my pastor asked us to sign up, I really wanted to go to this conference but I have to settle transport and money problem. I register late but before the early bird ends. Well, thanks to Alex, he drives us to Glad Tidings PJ from Asia Jaya station. I felt happy I had settled my transport problem, and as for the fees, I used my own allowance. I aspect great things from this conference. I felt happy and excited coz we have doctor, lawyer, and financial advisor as our speakers. Wow, what is my ambition then? I asked myself.
During the conference, Dr Timothy Sng shared his testimony, he could save alot of souls even a day, at once I asked myself, can I be like him? If not us, then who will bring the good news? We as friends are the greatest influence to our friend. We could influence them and bring them to Christ by the power of our Lord Jesus Christ. Next the preacher was Dato Daniel Tay. In this world we living that is full of cheating, scamming and bribing, we have to depend and focus on our Lord all the time. We learn about some investments too. Mr Benny Ong all the way from Singapore shared some testimonies and experience on investments with us. I learn that health can never be replace by wealth. Sometimes we keep on busy on earning money, income but forget about God that is calling us with His still small voice. We tend to be too busy and cannot listen to God’s calling.
Sometimeswe do not appreciate who we are, we want to be like others and always think that other better than us. It is very suffer to be like other. God created us specially we ought to be who we are, He has a purpose for everyone of us. Just be who we are, and do the best in whatever we are doing. I oso learn not to be a ‘submarine christian’. Although I study in this college for only 2 months, but my new friends knew that I’m a christian. We should never be ashamed to admit that Jesus Christ is our Lord our saviour. I learn to have a forgiving heart too. Sometimes I do admit that it is hard to forgive someone that really hurts you, and will need a period of time. But we have to pray, by God’s power, we can do it. Having a forgiving heart, we will know God’s plan in our life.
At the end of the service, there was an altar call, I know this is the last altar call for this influence conference. As previously I din't response to the altar call, finally I bravely step out for this final altar call. After being prayed I felt joyful. Jesus loves us. Indeed it was a great conference, did not waste money and time, it's worth, it's useful! Actually I felt very tired during this 2 days conference, because last Wednesday was my accounting test, I did not sleep well and Friday night after the service I only slept for 5 hours then have to attend the Saturday conference. Well, the sermon was great and exciting, eventhough I was so tired, so sleepy, I did not fall asleep there. I enjoyed this conference, it was great, fun, exciting worship too!
When I going to walk back home from the LRT station, as im going to cross over the road, I met a lady. She talked to me, she asked am I working at Jusco? (coz my house near to Jusco) then i said no, I just came back from church. Then she asked which church, I said Glad Tidings, PJ coz there was a conference held there. She told me that her daughter is a christian. I darely asked her, are you a christian? She did not reply me directly, she told me many things but I know she's not a christian. She told me that, christians all very good. And when I reach home she told me not to simply talk to a stranger, because some may cheat u or scam your money. At once I thought, why I talked to her juz now? But in my heart quietly I prayed for her although I dono who is she, I just hope that one day God will open her heart and that she will follow her daughteraccept Jesus Christ as her personal saviour. And this is what I thought too, she said christians are very good, but why don't she accept Christ too? Human r weird...
<<< this is our lunch.. look delicious rite? hehe =)
this is our soveniour>>>
a booklet, a pen and a torchlight
wohooo so happy hehe!!! today feel so happy... my facebook full of birthday wishes haha thx to all who wished me... first time celebrate my 18th birthday wif my new classmates haha... well all of them r so funny tat day we get a ticket for OO nite (orientation Odyssey night) tat gv us a coupon discount 20% at springfield town cafe which is located at Wangsa Maju....
<<< discount 20%
well actually i bought myself a pack of choki choki after class... haha a present to me from myself
we went to the cafe for dinner... we took alot of pic there enjoying there...
yaaaaaammmm singggggg!!!! hehe
my dinner... spaghetti wif smoky chicken =)
my friend's chop stick~~lol
wah so hardworking reading leh.. ><
small ppl on the board haha
suddenly my fren brought out a gift... from all of them... thx to my dear classmate (aitee, sin wei, pei hwa, haitee and wan yun) muacksssss hehe tis r the pic for the gift they gv me... LOL dono whose idea is tat.. so 'naughty' kekeke
the present is wrapped nicely
when open it.. all rubbish!!!
oh well is choki choki!!! haha... total 25 sticks.. LOL
when we gonna back home the cashier ask we hv any frens tis month bday. Then all of them point their finger at me... so he asked for IC. I showed him... hehe get 1 free cheese cake ^^ lol... and a cute little ...?
what is this? O.o
finally back home... my dad bought a chocolate cake for me... full of chocolate..deliciousssssss =) my bro ate 3 pieces.. LOL
yesterday jz watched transformers, was really a nice movie although i din watch the first 1 well transformers i knw most of u edi watch. so how was it? as terminator compare wif transformer which 1 nicer? for transformer i like optimus prime, he is so brave, so kind, save Sam's life and sacrifice himself but in the end he alive again =)
and bumblebee, is sooo cute... can become a car and can fight... wowwww what if i have this kind of car,,, yeah~~!! haha
well back to Sat, i watched drag me to hell, kinda scary for me but most of my fren keep on laughing when watching as though it is a funny movie~is it scary..or funny? for tis kind of movie the most important is the sound effect, without the sound i think the movie will b very boring and totally wont b scary. but i really din think tat Christine will die in the end. She tried so many ways to get rid but still die. Tis is really a sad ending... as his lover helpless seeing her... for the last time~~~~~~
Sometimes im thinking, wearing black really look cool? handsome? nice? 1 nite, my fren was driving. the car was stop. I look back, i saw a man whole body black and he is like coming nearer and nearer, so scary!!!! I ask my fren to see whether is it a person there. But my fren said he is goin further and further, not nearer, was really scary, i don dare to look behind again. The man wif black was jz like a ghost, i saw he was floating not walking though. tat was scary~~~ so nxt time when u r planning to wear black, don wear whole body black. It is danger when crossing the road during at nite too, coz ppl cnt really see u. well too scary, din manage to take his pic... haha~~
Everyone in this world has their own favourite form of entertainment, yeah I do have my own. May be mine is just same like many of you. Ok, so well I like to listen to music, and for sure not every music I like it. When I am stress I like to listen to those quiet music, quiet down my mind feel relax and peaceful. While for those rock song, yea i do listen but seldom. And oh ya~if u guys have any nice song do tell me ya, send it to me. I like dancing too! It is fun, enjoy it very much. And, I like to chit chat with friend, may be it does not consider as a form of entertainment? But it is for me. When I am down or stress, I will share out, oh I will not ever keep inside, will burst one day! I enjoy chatting, people will not get bored go out with me. After chatting, I will automatically feel better, could release my stress too ><
